I am sitting at my desk at work, going to go completely out of my mind. I am done with all of my work, cleaned out my desk, so the only option is to BLOG, duh?!? I really do not understand how some people work a typical "9 to 5" desk kind of job-- I think I would go out of my mind. I am only in my office today from 9-3, but I already feel my mind turining into complete mush! I have much respect for people who work in a cubical their who lives--I am more of a out in the field type of guy, which is the ONE positive thing about the job I have now (well only for 7 more days) I hope to never have a job the drains your soul and mental well being, haha. Well I guess working in social services/psychology is kind of draining, but I really think I have learned to seperate my personel and working life. You cannot let the stories of these crazy families get to you. It's not that I don't care or am not a caring person, but you really cannot let the weight of your work personally effect you. My life is way to damn important to get all screwed up by another's persons' problem. It's good sometimes to "not have feelings"! I think that makes you stronger as person in some circumstances.
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I recently have been chatting with girls on a Catholic dating website (Don't you DARE judge me!) Last night I kind of got this relazation...I really want a girlfriend. Someone to listen to me vent (i'll listen to her too), to hang out with, to get all giddy with feelings when you think of them, make out once in awhile--all the good stuff. Which presents a complicated sernario--should I just wait and find someone up North? Or do the long distance thing when i come home? A part of me thinks that Northern Cali girls will be a bit refreshing and not as superficial as girls here in Orange County. But who knows what girl will be out there for me. I guess only time and heart that is full of hope will tell...
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