Well, well...A month in Nor Cal ...and...I'm back in Orange County. Yes a whole month, away and I couldnt hack it. Well it isn't that simple, but Yes I am bac
k home. There was a lot of things that honestly went in to me coming home. First of all I was completely miserable at my new job. I am not a quitter, or a person who goes back on their word, but I knew deep in my heart that I needed to go and that this was not the place for me. I think Northern California was a very cool place to live, and I liked it up there, but the actual job I was in was not something that I could have kept on doing. I have worked with tough kids before, but for some reason this was very difficult for me. My last Saturday at work, I got off and cried, (which I do not do very often) because not only was it a miserable day but I knew that this was not the place for me and I needed to go home. To top things off, my mom is having some health issues, and its for the best right now to be with her. Which leave me in a fun place of looking for a new job and deciding where to go with my life. Its very interesting because this whole time I felt like this job in Nor Cal was where I was suppose to be and that God was truly leading me there. But now I don't really know what the HECK he is up to and where the hell my life is going. I trust in the Lord and know that He is going to do great things in my life, I'm just not completely sure what that is going to look like. Life very much seems up in the air right now and I'm not sure of where I am going. Being an adult sometimes really does suck. I remember as a child that I could not wait to be an "adult" because you got to be indepdent and do whatever you want wherever you want--which is somewhat true, but at a price. Somehow when you are a child, things just make a lot more sense then being a big bad adult. Well I don't know where this is heading but we shall see.....Life..........
k home. There was a lot of things that honestly went in to me coming home. First of all I was completely miserable at my new job. I am not a quitter, or a person who goes back on their word, but I knew deep in my heart that I needed to go and that this was not the place for me. I think Northern California was a very cool place to live, and I liked it up there, but the actual job I was in was not something that I could have kept on doing. I have worked with tough kids before, but for some reason this was very difficult for me. My last Saturday at work, I got off and cried, (which I do not do very often) because not only was it a miserable day but I knew that this was not the place for me and I needed to go home. To top things off, my mom is having some health issues, and its for the best right now to be with her. Which leave me in a fun place of looking for a new job and deciding where to go with my life. Its very interesting because this whole time I felt like this job in Nor Cal was where I was suppose to be and that God was truly leading me there. But now I don't really know what the HECK he is up to and where the hell my life is going. I trust in the Lord and know that He is going to do great things in my life, I'm just not completely sure what that is going to look like. Life very much seems up in the air right now and I'm not sure of where I am going. Being an adult sometimes really does suck. I remember as a child that I could not wait to be an "adult" because you got to be indepdent and do whatever you want wherever you want--which is somewhat true, but at a price. Somehow when you are a child, things just make a lot more sense then being a big bad adult. Well I don't know where this is heading but we shall see.....Life..........S
